how in the hell

did drugs become a part of your life??? and why??? was there anyone involved??? how does it affect your life now?? im curious to know because of the way i got hooked on my obsession.

i started off with drinking and smoking weed. had a friend who likes to tweak. one thing lead to another, i fell hard for him and tried it just so we could share his love, after swaring that i would never go near that stuff. now its about 7 months later and im hooked. its not to a point where all my money is gone and i cant pay my bills. i can handle myself. but i just cant stop doing it. atleast one hit a day is all i aim for. i know i should see a rehab and all, but i got plans for my future and i have lots of shit comming my way that i need to take advantage of before its too late. now if i go to a rehab, i may never get a chance to see those opportuneties again. or i may have a harder time reaching my goal, if i waste a few months of my life in rehab. and i dont like people knowing what i do either because i say i "tweak" and they automatically think im gonna steal their shit and that i cant be trusted. basically they just jump to conclusions. and im also sick of all the paranoia of me "getting caught with it, because they can tell im on a good one"

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Permalink Reply by BurfRiot on April 18, 2009 at 1:12pm

wtf is tweak ? anyways im a pcp addict since im 14 and i started with weed ,tried almost everything and now i know my preference and my limits too

Permalink Reply by pissy prissy on April 18, 2009 at 3:06pm

meth

Permalink Reply by the Undead on April 18, 2009 at 9:19pm

pot 5 years, friends family, every body's doin it.
last year ecstasy, i found god in music and pills. i dont do it much, i don't want it to loose its magic, but i smoke trees every other day, done shrooms, tweek, and coke, but nothin compares to these blue and purple pills

Permalink Reply by pissy prissy on April 19, 2009 at 11:59pm

hahahaha i love that song!! but yea thats down!! havent tried e but ive done airfreshener

Permalink Reply by the Undead on April 24, 2009 at 12:58am

glue, whippets, huffing was fun

Permalink Reply by pissy prissy on May 2, 2009 at 11:39pm

i can only imagine!! i been high on weed the past two days yay! kina had to lay back on the tweak. except for today... lol

Permalink Reply by Baby J on June 6, 2009 at 1:42am

DUSTOFF homegirl

Permalink Reply by pissy prissy on July 16, 2009 at 1:05am

you luuv dustoff dont youu lol

Permalink Reply by BurfRiot on April 19, 2009 at 10:07pm

ok crystal meth is not around my town or around quebec except in the speeds anyways we got good pcp its everything i ned i sure would enjoy lsd but its on the other coast so im drinkin stinkin never thinking snorting pcp smoking weed drink fight and fuck and stuff and im clean of injection for 2 years now ---:-P

Permalink Reply by ┌x┐ • •┌x┐Pots Pots Pots on April 22, 2009 at 2:27pm

I started drinking and popping pills at 9. I'd have to say the best for me is meth. But I've been off it for a year. All I really do now is a lot of weed and inhalants (never tried glue). Of course I drink.

Permalink Reply by Nauty Cooper on November 5, 2009 at 2:46pm

i started smoking pot when i was thirteen. took up tobacco at fifteen..then in high school came the rest. these days i'll do almost anything i can get my hands on. weed, coke, opium, psilocybine, mescaline, opium, extacy, molly, LSD, LSA (woodrose/morning glory etc.), Ayahuasca...the list goes on. the shit i flat out refuse to do aren't on moral grounds. i just want to keep my facilities about me untill i'm old and feel like i deserve herion.

Permalink Reply by pissy prissy on November 13, 2009 at 3:59am

thats intense yo!