Untitled.

As of late I can't sleep at night,
instead I stay up and think of EVERYTHING.
all the things I did wrong,
all the shit I should of done differently,
all the people I left behind,
all the things I hate,
all of the mistakes I made,
all the stuff I'm missing out on,
all the shit I should do,
all of the problems in my life,
all the things I forgot to do,
all the shit I don't want to remember,
all the words I should of said,
and it drives me absolutely crazy,
Isn't this the shit you're supposed to
think about before you die?
I'm thinking about getting some sleeping pills.
Or maybe just more booze.