Stagnation abrasion

its either sell your life for money and thus have the funds to wich is needed to support your life in this beautiful Closing captalistic society....or be on the street huustlin n mooching and food banks, churches, feeds, yaddayadda..... ITS ALL FUCKING BULLSHIT. Im trying to find a balance between what is essentially conformity and non conformity into the 'working class' to get a car n shit together so i can leeve without struggling... (my ass). Job only for that and to help my momma out and thus get out. Shes disabled n my pops. He aint gnna be on the cover of mens health weekly but hes a sturdy ol stoner aging hippie handyman... I cant get a job looking as fucking hot as i dooo! i refuse to be told how to look ;D Carmel, CA: quiant high-end golfing community or soilent green? i doo wonder how the pebble beach gras gets sooooo green in summer.....my drunk SHIET, THATS wHAT. Cuz none of these pompous biggot crusty old white fux whant to give a job to an out punk bitch... cant get a job to move, cant move to get a job..... what to do? Rant and rave and rabblerabblerabble..... wishing someone out there could want me,@b with me... i hate fukking sappy romantic things... but if i had someone who could always throw there armover me b4 sleep or hold my beer while i upchuck 211...i become inspired to do things for that kind of someone. whoever that one is i will werk, bleed, sweat, fuck, and do everthin i can possible to make our live badass. i smoke, drink, other stuff- no hard shit tho. you have to want to travel round the country and you need to be beautiful to me and be funnier and wittier than fuck.. u like to get slick and dirty sometimes but u keep that shit fresh XD the you im looking for!!! maybe sumday... MEOW