My faerie tale beliefs...

I don't know, first blog entry here on this site. I have another blog like an actual blog,..

This is another out let I suppose. 

So shall we start with the basics?  not that anyone is going to even read this, or gives a flying fuck. 

I'm F.  I'm a full of shit, fussy, nitpicky, virgo. 

I'm Vegetarian and I'm allergic (kinda) to milk and Redmeat makes me sick to the stomach, I have been since I was 9, I grew up being veggie and then when i was six i started eating meat after four years of getting sick, I was like FUCK THIS I'M VEGETARIAN, and when I was 11 I said NO WAY to eating eggs, So I might as well be vegan, only I love cheese and yoghurt and so yeah.  

I have eight PERMANENT piercings that I WILL NOT TAKE OUT, thus they are permanent, as i have had others that i didn't mind taking out and letting close up. My lobes are stretched; the right one is at 2mm and the left is at 4mm, they are also pierced, both my tragus' are pierced and my nose and labret. my non permanent piercings that i let close up are my webbing under my tongue and the webbing between my index and thumb. =) on both hands. I also let my smiley close up. but i want it back. and i let a cartilage at the top of my left ear close up. I am yet to get a whole load more piercings. 

I have a firm belief in the after life, I'm pagan and have my own choices that I DO NOT BUDGE on. for the most part I'm a loyal person but i will bite if provoked. I don't like a lot of people and work best by my self.

what else do you wanna know?

I cuss a lot. Like BIG TIME.

Music, music, music. A lot of things are like music to my ears, the sound of children laughing and playing, the sound of boots on gravel and the sound of my mothers voice,. these are the things I appreciate, I really do. I see the world for what it is a shit hole, i can hear it in the bird song of the early frost bitten mornings, I can hear fewer birds and I can see more death that ever and it just grows and grows. that is the sad truth we destroy instead of create and that is why i am such a moody bitch most of the time, and music helps me, from rockabilly to clasical and punk and metal, even rap. I listen to a bit of everything. =D the way my momma raised me. 

oh and thats another thing i will talk about my mother a lot. she raised me as a single parent and she is amazingly brilliant and some times i really don't get a long with her and sometimes i do. she has been through so much and so have i so i will always be close to her. she is an inspiration!!

mhmm i have said to much already, wanna know more? gosh you are mental if you do. mail me. not that anyone will read this.