I don't know what to think about it. Or what to say.
I'm rather disappointed that they aren't going to Indiana. I miss being so close to Chicago.
But that's where we have to move the family after my dad retires.
So...yeah. =\
With any luck, I'll be staying in western mass instead. *crosses fingers* But I will have to spend some time out there. Please, please, please tell me it isn't as bad as it sounds.
Empty space behind my eyes
Loneliness I can't despise
Reprise.
Not alone with no one around
I can't even
Make.
A.
Sound.
Nothing to give nothing to get
Just a reminder:
I ain't dead
Yet.
Lost thoughts
Strayed eyes
Gone.
To find some other lies
Tired of what I’m already told
Lost.
Trying to evade the mold
Emo.
Artist.
Goth, Punk, Scene
You got lost in the words and forgot what they mean.
Added by Bedlam on May 1, 2009 at 11:18am —
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so usually, i have these really ridiculous dreams,
but these, these top them all!
okay, so my dream starts off with me being drunk (or high i can't really tell the difference) at a friend's house.
i'm in the master bathroom taking a piss when these two guys walk in and totally jack my shit while i'm on the fucking toilet! they steal these two i pods i had laying on the sink, and my wallet! i guess i was too fucked up to get up cause i just sat there yelling profanities as… Continue
Added by Gypsy on April 25, 2009 at 11:21am —
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Well, it's finally happened.
"I have moved on."
I say these words to myself with a seething anger, a tinge of disgust...
I have waited, patiently for so long...I have given every benefit of the doubt. I have even made a fool of myself to his family and friends ONLY because he gave me a reason to stay.
My last message was sent, today. It said simply :
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Well, I am well and truely shitting myself right now...I got my cheeks pieced about 3 hours ago, and have just read on the internets (lol), that apparently I can expect swelling to begin sometime around the 3rd day...I wonder how big my cheeks are gonna get? Will I look like a squirrel? I fucken hope not - but then again, maybe it's better to look like a squirrel, rather than some fuckwit with antennas hangin outta their face...lmFao
Super lame. damn calgary, i dont wanna go back. o well. i had a sweet time here. Went to see fear of city was an awesome show! i fell outside of the starlite room, down there 2 steps and smashed my face on the sidewalk lol it was funny, damn drinking lol i lost alot of shit that night. Went down to the ledgelislator today for 420 man there were so many people. What else did i do....pretty much drank the month away. I made a tab at the liqour store, so i owe quite abit right now. ( i will pay… Continue
Added by Ashley on April 21, 2009 at 12:52am —
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.... Wow what a great flick. I always knew Darby Crash to be like our very own Johnny Rotton but on a smaller scale (only because The Germs didn't take over the world). I was very astonished to see the amount of anguish in Darby as well. The fact that his family upbringing and his sexuality brought down such an intellegent person is heartbreaking. I hope he finally feels like he's been accomplished to see that new generations continue to pick up The Germs albums. RIP Darby Crash.
I went to Horns & Halos' Zombie Ball and the hawk flew for the first time in months! It's about 10 inches now and solid black. I put it up into four liberty spikes for the ball.
I used half the water I normally use.
1/4 cup water
1 packet knox
1 spoon
1 mug
I put the water in a mug and heated in the microwave for 55 seconds. Right after, I poured in the Knox packet all at once. It took about 5 minutes of stirring with the spoon to dissolve the… Continue
Added by Joseph Russell on April 18, 2009 at 7:20pm —
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*evil cackle* THAT'S RIGHT BITCHES! I'M FUCKIN 20! Yeah okay not THAT exciting, but still, no longer a dumb teenager right? Now I'm a dumb 20-yr-old!
urgh I haven't been online lately due to acsessive amounts our sewing and other general madness. Me and my stupid promises to make shit for people by May 7th. Gah. I hate cosplay outfits. whenever sombody wears one that I make I keep figetting with it 'till they kill me and toss my remains off a cliff. It's just that cosplay websites are… Continue
Added by Bedlam on April 17, 2009 at 1:15pm —
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okay, nothing against Shan, really.... okay, that's a lie. "bringing sexy back"? really? look we haven't seen much of his wrestling, but honestly he was awesomer when he didn't have a costume to live up to so much. the whole 'prince of punk' thing looks rediculous. he's a pretty good lookin guy, but the makeup and the chipmunck cheeks don't go together. makes him look like he has baby pudge. trash the make-up, trash the furry vest. there see, much better. oh wait, TRASH… Continue
i looked out the window and saw a small, bright orange light in the sky out to sea.
i was confused at it, and 3 of us went outside to get a better look.
it was moving, kinda slow heading out to sea. after about a minute it got smaller and disappeared. we figured it just got so far away that it was out of our sight range.
about 3minutes passed, and i turned around. But as i headed inside another light flew…Continue
When I was younger I used to think alot about the 'why' and 'what' I liked about someone wearing sneakers and boots. I realised that there ain't any great reason or answer behind it. I suspect that some wires in my brain are cross connected there. haha
Still, it is like a craving. Like I guess what folk feel about drugs - except without any side-effects. I ain't ever done drugs, so I don't know if it compares. One thing is for sure, I get a cool buzz from someone wearing…
Everything feels the same
So repetitive and so mundane
Each and every day
Its always the same old thing
Nothing to do, nothing to look forward too
Nobody to speak with, nobody to share my opinions and thoughts with
Why do I feel so unattached to this world and everything in it?
This place just passes me by day by day and I go on un-noticed Continue
relaxing is getting home after work having two of your best friends pop in for a quick hi, having a nice little smoke, taking off your all stars and thinking.. "shit this was one of the weirdest fucked up weekends ever..but it was bloody fun.." all my friends started fighting and breaking up with each other.. dramadramadrama.. then they all get back together again.. (this all while really drunk..) and for some reason i got pulled into most of the fights.. (and still drunk i manage to save all… Continue
tho my cones slept well lol my head feels like it was in a blender.. i got home last night, whipped out some cron and typed my little tartan heart out about my ex and never saved it.. so i have no idea what i wrote.. had an insane time with my friends, tho i am worried some of them are turning.. scene.. O_o .. i still want to smash a bottle in the one dude's face, he is such a fucking ass. thinks cause he is in a "hardcore" band he can say and do as he pleases, fucking fat-lipped-zit faced… Continue
On another blog a topic came up that I just had to give my opinion on: race! From that conversation spurred this little comment from me, which I am now saving here. I hope it gives a new perspective.
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I think the people from the previous comments who talk about seeing beyond race and question why you [TBGiHM] are focusing on race don't appreciate the importance of this issue.