where you live

Teh only punker dude i know lives in puyallup haha
Sarcasm, in my experience, and personal taste, is very very rarely rude haha, but tat's just me, most teh people i 'look up to' so to speak, are famous for there sarcasm, Joello Biafra, Eugene Hutz, Henry Rollins a little bit, to me it's just a second nature thing, an alternative to speaking my mind bluntly
And aye teh movie was awesome haha she's a funny actress, i seen her in another movie aswel, can't remember te name though
My natural hair color is an off blonde, i named teh color moldy dirt haha sounded appropriate, like a dirty bownish blondish color, i used to just dye it green but i needed change so, viola, black as teh dephs of hell wit' a hint of turqoise/teal

hell yeah, me hair used tae be 12 inches before i cut it, i got tired of it always bein in meh face, tat and i'm absolutely horrible at spiking meh own hair haha
i'm generally pretty clear on what i tink about things, people tend to not like tat though, they think i'm trying to offend em or something, i dunno, tey can suck a cock haha
it's not like i try to be rude, i'm just precieved as such, i can be really polite if i wanna be, teh fact is i rarely wanna be haha

yaeh i love my hair, i like touching it hahaha its usually really soft, i hardly ever spike it though, sometimes i slick it back, usually it's just 'whatever'

i like being blunt, i'm not teh type for polite niceties, seems like anytime i try to be 'nice' i get fucked over or taken advantage of, fuck that, i'd rather just be honest than taken advantage of, anydae

aye i get obsesive and end up fucking my hair up when i try messing wit it or cutting it, i'm good wit spiking hair just not mine haha i'm not tat uptight about it though, i figure if i fuck it up to much its' still gonna grow back haha
yeah i'm not much good wit teh trusting people stuff

he sounds like a insecure douche in denial
on a lighter note
i would love to see you with longer hair :}

haha i like it, it reminds me of old movies a lil :D

i'ma sing that now hahaha all teh 'whys' i've heard, i know exactly how you feel, all my piercings where fowned upon so was meh hair, as with clothing, as with teh kilt, as with the 'rude' shite i say at restaurants, and so on, one thing i've learned, is just if somones old, it don't mean they know shite about anyone, all it means is theyre old
"immature" or "how are you gonna get a job" it's all one sided shite, i might be immature but at least i'm content with who i am, i might not be able tae get a job that easy but at least i don't come home to bitch aboout my boss whom fucks me in teh asshole just so i can get a huge check

sorry rambling a bit there heh
but yeah i know how ye feel with all teh bullshite one gets from people because of choices that have nothing to do with the people who are bitching about it, i've been through alot of tat

okay so i rambled on to long for it to post so ima edit it hahaha
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ew republicans and christains *gagging face* i'm not a fan of any politics though, moreso anti politics, but i have odd views on teh subject so i wont ramble on boot tat haha, theres a few people i wanna drown
i don't like concieted people, way i see it, theres always someone who can (metaphorically) kick your ass, theres always someone who can kick his, no one's best, no ones better in any way, some are good at this, others at that, it's called a system, a circle of life so to speak, everyones just a body and a mind
i don't care what others to, to me, unless it confronts me, or another being in a wae they don't want to be effectd, it's all you, do what you wish, it's when people enforce laws and there own standards on others, its when nazis kill jews because there different , when natives beat the fuck out of 'whites' because there 'white', it's when nationalists assault people who are from another "country"
that's bullshite to me, in my personal opinion everyone has a choice unless inflicts on another person's choice, then it's a fight for freedom
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^and that is a summery of what i said at first hahaha tat's how to ramble

hahaha dudette you totally should haha fuck tat was awesome, serial, you sriously should sae tat tat'd be awesome, major kudos!
tank ye too, i know i ramble alot, most people don't follow tat well, sometimes i'm worse tan other heh
everytime ye sae i'm cute i blush hehe serial

heh i'm really not used tae bein called cute, at all haha it's new tae me

i can honestly sae i think your way cutter tan me though heh
:* )

*cuter heh sory bout teh spellin

haha she really is she looks freaked out all teh time hahaha

but aye i i dint think im cute either, i tink it's a self prevayed thing you know?
like we try and make ourselves look cool to our own personal standards, things we pick up and take likings too from other people, tings we stumble across and get into, punky look, dirty look, independent stand points etc, but we're never fully satisfied wit ourselves, we continue to build and improve upon our looks, attidudes, feelings, sneces, ideas, points of view, inside and outside, visual nd mental, and in this evolving we're first to point out others on teh same track, we're first to befriend those we feel a 'conection' (if you will) with, we're quick to notice and sometimes improve upon traits we admire in others, sometimes adapting those to ourselves
so to me attractiveness is something we see in others, seldom in ourselves, nd something that others similair to the cause (for example, teh punk rock look with its rebelious thing or individuality type taste) spot in us and point out, and what leads to friendships, relationships, closeness intimacy whathaveyou, similarities, with a perfect mixture of varieties
some dude i knew once, funny nice sarcastic down to earth guy, once said to me after i told him why i thought he was cool, "i think all these things you like in me are things you see in yourself or similarities/understandings we share, i just don't think you see these sides of yourself yet, but i'm willing to bet onedae your gonna be like me sorta"
he was right for the most part
cept his name haha nigel, awesome name, funny brittish guy

but yeah simply put, i dont think many peopple think of themselves as they should, i think thats what propells us to evolve though, the (sometimes) constant desire to improve ourselves in somewae we think we lack
so whether ye think youre cute, i do, causse i see lotsa current similarities between us, whether others do is irrelivant thogh, as long as you like how you are

i'm sorry.. looks like i'm righting a book doesnt it? heh

yep just like tat, or like how i play classical guitar alot of teh time because eugene hutz got me into romani music
or like when you like someone partly cause tey understand what you sae when ye ramble heh

ew emo music, screamo sucks, just me though, nasty
meh ex liked everything popular, if it was on mtv, cmt, or something liike that, she'd claim to like it
she didn't have much of a personal taste like that, it was moreso whatever someone else liked, ironically i was excluded from tis popularity contest
oh well heh she's an ex for a reason

haha aye i've been to goergia, and alabana actually, was much of a fan of alabama, georgia wasn't tat bad really i only went as far as atlanta though, to watch nascar, i hate nascar, i HATE nascar
gives me headaches haha
all teh circles and repetitive noise
teh people i was with where lame too, very southern and traditional and yeah not fun at all
i'm not a huge fan o country, i like some but not much, johnny cash is cool
his remakes i think i like more, i do love folkish punk stuff though, acoustic punk, i love teh new orleans type music, kindof a mix mash or french and gypo jazz shite, huge upright bass, super cool like
i'm into zydepunks, as i said, folk punk, folk is ok, but i like teh unky stuff mroe, i like blues though i dont listen to it tat much

hahaha you said coon
XD
tat was fuckin gnarly hahaha
yeah never heard it called tat before but i reckon it's somethin around tose lines aye
me dah's 'family', if ye could call em tat, are a luissiana type, supposedly french cajun, i've never been there yet, i plan on goin though, somedae
i guess he was born in missurri, or somethin like tat, i cant remember
but aye i'm pretty eclectic, i like alotta music, not r&b shite tat is, i've no patience for teh "tip it on my dick" song, or it's companions, i like SOME hip hoppy shite, but i don't have any, i don't specificcally listen to it, i hate teh gang sorta music, most rap aswell, and r&b, it's worth saein twice, i can't stand r&b haha
i like alotta metal, most metal, just not teh new "death metal" shite, like black dahlia murder nd such, it's ok just not my style, notr is queens ryche and iron maiden type stuff haha meh dah liked it
im all for punk rock, almost any type, some rockish stuff, tenacious d is funny, i used tae like god smack before i discovered punk rock, i LOVE gogol bordello, and manu chao, i've been listening to them mroe, kinda cultural/punk so to speak, kindof
i like alotta turbo negro
once more most any punk
i cant really think of a punk band i hate the music of
i like alotta irish or paddy punk, i'ma paddy punker i guess what can i sae, i go for the tossers, real mckenzies, a lil flogging molly, rum rebelion, a new band i disccovered
etc so on and so forth i could ramble all dae aboot music

i'm a nerd aswell, so i'm told anyhow
my metal tastes are along teh lines of sludge, stoner, and venom, anyting else is coon but tat's about all i have in meh library
what you said about linkon part made me start laughing hahaha

aye i agree, i'm notta fan o linkon park in general, they're not punky in my mind, not at all, i dislike alotta pop punk bands, but i personally don't see many as, in any way, punk
nofx, someone called em pop punk, they have SOME alright songs, but they're not really tat punkish to me, in my eyes anywae
maybe way back when, but not anymore, not to me anyway
to me, punk is like, dead kennedys, some exploited, iggy pop and his stooges yeknae?
but i tink everyone has a lil different punk standards
i do not see linkon park as in any way punkish though hahaha no wae

haha it sounds like i'd like to listen tae ye're music library, i LOVE cheap sex, espacially teh fuck emo song, i fucking LOVE a global threat, best fucking maine band ever, easily, the exploited rule, i LOVE the lyrics in crass, teh tunes are ok but never really fell into it tat much, misfits, correction, old misfits, tat being danzig and a few non danzig songs, i fucking love, singing last caress in public is for sure one of teh funner past time routines i have, which i'm not supper cool with routine but ye knae
i used to love teh casualties, havent heard em in a while, and oodly i've never heard virus before hahaha

koffin kats? i've never heard of them before

hahaha dudette tat's plain cool
ive gotta big clover on teh back o mine, i gots 2 gogol, mckenzies, 2 oi polloi, aggression (which i havent heard in awhile), mill a h-uile rud, on teh arms, misfits, gonzo sword fist thing, on teh other, anarchist flag, green anarchist flag, music pirate flag stencil thing, irish erin go brag flag, and a green A growing into a small plant, i kinda coppied teh design from wild nettle distro cause i liked it so much
i have another patch !oh, uk subs, tats what it is, on teh back haha i almost forgot it

haha i cant even remember all my buttons, there only on a tartan patch on teh front
i have a brown leather coat
oooh i sewed tis awesome wind strap ting on it, like teh old bomber jackettes, so teh collor will strap up if i want
i have all kindsa stuff in it, its warm tae
i get klingy with meh jackettes, my denim one wore away aloong time agae, rip
i miss em sometimes, but its ok
*lil tear* haha

DRI!!!!??? O.O
YOUR KICKARSE!!!!!!!!
DRI RULES!
SOD WAS COOL TOO I HAD EM ON TEH BACK O MEH OTHER DENIM ONE!!!!

haha a hug, i dont usually hug people hell i never hug people heh
i tink i could make an exception though heh
i usually only do hand hugs though

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i'm serial though, man-bear-pig is a threat
and crossover thrash, it kicks ass, SOD, DRI, GWAR, SC, very lower class
like me haha
i like alotta it

haha aye
i'm filthy low class like, my guitar strings aren't paid for, my picks either, i work rarely and when i do it's usually labor or teh sort, i have worn pants(ond kilt hah), torn clothes, shop at thrift stores, rarely have money and so on

they have sayin where i come frae ye? "I have much class, yes much...low class....."

i looove value villages, goodwill is gnarly tae but people always snarl at me nd shite at goodwills i've noticed, so i'm more into village, but i still go tae teh one down the road on 72nd and portland, it's like right there -points- haha so i usually check it out once and awhile, i got my hardcase in goodwill, teh one on sunset in renton
i like deseret industries in federal way, tey have alotta stuff
i tink i kna how ye feel, my brothers kinda like that about stuff, like wen i watchd his house he did leave me no food so i bought some, when he returned he ate all te food haha so he "replaces" it, then when i drink all the soi milk he freaked the fuck out, but it's not that big o' deal i guess, i mean i use food stamps for teh most part, i stay with meh dah nd his ehem 'tribe', somtimes he'll have me buy the food for teh house and he'll give me have teh cost in cash, which is a nice little trick i have for getting a little cash haha
im kinda idk, weird about government kinda stuff, i'm not a fan of governments, so i have mixed thoughts on my food stamps, on one hand, i dont wanna rely on something i have such disdain for, on the other, i realize i'm exploiting a system that exploits people, so it's kinda balanced so to speak you know? but i dunno haha

me personally, i'm more into the beauty subversion idea, i have teh link for it if ye fancy, i'll list it in a seperate thing
to me, beauty is a personal thing, what your mom or dad thinks is attractive doesnt mean thats whats atractive, it's only whats attractive to them
i wear alota jewelry cause, well a couple reasons, but one being i like how it looks and feels, i like me necklaces just as i like my piercings and my eating preferences, others have there points of view on them but it doesnt mean im wrong and there right
just my opinion
but i think what your dad said was fucked up
oh, and its worth stating, you do notlook like a man, or boi, i personaly think you look really really good

looking, but tats just my opinion, maybe because you got style like mine i dunno, but i think you're really pretty, but all tat matters is what you think of yourself, not what other folks tink

anywho
here's teh link to the subversion thing
http://crimethinc.com/tools/posters/beauty_subversion_front.pdf
http://crimethinc.com/tools/posters/beauty_subversion_back.pdf

115th? sprinkles? haha i've no idea where ye're talkin bout lass haha but aye i get bad looks all teh time, which is good and bad, i try to tink abstractly of it, for example, i'm always seen around here in meh kilt, jackette, and hawk, which is all me, so when i decide tae dawn meh pants a sweater nd cap, i dinna have tae worry bout people 'identifying' me as much, which means when i wanna scribble little rebel motos in walls or ex out the "NO" on no loitering signs, i dinna have tae worry bout drawing attention or nothin, here's the quote o' teh dae for ye "Everything we see hides another thing" - Rene Magritte, on one of his paintings
i like getting looks, whether good or bad, i must sae i do prefer good ones, but i enjoi not so much the attention but teh fact tat' i'm seen as an individual, a unique person instead of a clone, if someone stares at me (depending on how there staring haha) i feel like i'm noticed as being all me instead of just something, just a guy, just a rocker, and so on, i feel like, i dunno, like i'm well expressed so to speak, not so misunderstood or unknown, if tat makes any sense, basically i just feel noticed and real rather then un noticed and fake or conforming to a culture's standard
i love bumin around, wonderin, walkin, chilin, sitting somewhere, especially abandon places with views, like tat bridge downtown, 11th street bridge? i canna remember
scheuster bay is kinda pretty but lotsa upedy folks there
i haven't been kicked out of anywhere yet, i don't think it'll come tae tat, when i leave it'll be of meh own acord, and i'll probably leave something on fire or destroid heh meh dah wouldn't kick me out i dun tink, he's been through tat type o' stuff, meh mah wouldn't but i wouldn't live with her, meh brother would but i'd never live wit him

my sister might i dunno, i dinna like her boi friend though so i'm pretty sure when i'm ready, ill either have a place, or else have a travel buddy, i always wanted tae hop a train, but i tink an immigrant punk tour buss is more up my ally ;}
i dinna like teh feelin' o' being under someone's thumb ye know? hierarchy, authority, superiority, i get a bit o' a complex when people bullshite about how badass they are at tis or that, i wanna prove em wrong and make em cry in defeat
especially guys who think there all tough nd shite, or dudes who think they're really smart because they had someone else teach em stuff even though they have no experience in it, or galls who think they're all clean when in reality the 'fresh food' they pay so much of there parents money for is actually filled with parasites
sorry, i'm bein angsty
heh
but aye
no one in meh family sept meh sister was in any wae accepting of meh piercings nd such, meh brother(HALF brother) would sae "what the fuck man you a faggot now or something", meh mah would sae "why are you doing this to yourself" and then her little morality bullshite, meh dah was more like "do whatever you want, i don't have to like it, i think it's fuckin stupid but whtever"
my sister actually bought some of em, like when i pierced my lip and it "got infected", sucha load o' junk, nothing i have has got infected, yet everything i have someone's tried saying it was infected to get me to take it out

anyhow ramblin ramblin ramblings

my sisters said that to me!!
mange haha we're mangers, gotta ring tae it ey?
she said my facial hair and hawk looked like i had mange
aye i live off pacific awaes, its up teh road here on 72nd
im in i tink south tacoma? im not sure

aye, i worked todae, it sucked, i made 50 bucks though so tats nice
i still haven't got my crimethinc shipment!
i ordered days of war nights of love, and 50 no police welcome stickers, and 10 fighting for our lives magazines
cause i'm hardcore
and i also ordered another book, expect resistance, i almost forgot haha
im all antsie antisipating it

i agree entirely, it's rediculace, fucking dradly redickulace, people around here are all fucking sedated by petty shite
"It's underdogs who, and if you want it
You always have to make your own fun" -through the roof & underground, gogol bordello
teh only ting i can think of is either playing guitar, pondering scemes or reading, sometimes i'll go to teh store at aboot 1-3 am and play guitar, teh streets have nice ambience in some spots, lil villa's have alot, all teh robotic stores and shops unpassionately placed in a squar or triangle like parkinglot, all reflectinng noise towards teh middle
its nice
i tink my kindsa music is repeatitive to some, not repeatitive just, some people don't have much o' a aquired taste for it

oooooh and and and i tried out new pomade todae, its called fatt thickening pomade, it got hard a lil, i tink i used to much
crew's good
so's gillette
crews neater

pomade wise

i'm tinkin of a good got2b product
maybe pomade? i have two coupons so maybe some spray

i disapear like tat, my grampas property has a creek i used to wonder off and sit by, its over in eastern wash though
i haven't found many places like that here in tacoma yet, chill spots yekno?
what sorta stuff you paint? i've been putting paint in a tag can, just doodlin little a's nd stars wherever haha i'm partial tae markers though, i try to tink o stuff to write
'if your reading this shitty scribbling it means your bored enough to read this shitty scribling'
'rap is dead' whatever comes to mind really
ye'r dah seems really over protective, i could see it sucking alot
i can understand it though,i know i wouldn't want anyhting to happen to you, i think alotta parents don't understand that living is a part of learning though
my mother certainly didn't haha

hellooo :)

hello darling. i'm doing really good. i'm really pumped for this scandals show tonight. wbu? how are you doing ?

ay, our'e yeh?

thank you i like your pics too your vest looks like its getting cool too

*kisses* ima take lotsa pictures for you to put on your profile sweety =;)

haha i guess i'll have to put some on my profile then! =D
at least the one of use in your yard? :} teh kissy one

Hey thank you:) you are also very cute.

Just ot done with 3 hours of school work...still more to go. Wbu
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