The vein express is calling it will take you for a ride
You feel your skin is crawling like maggots have got inside
Another fix another hit is all that you will need
Your in control you have it licked yet still your veins they bleed

You beg you steal you lie and cheat just to feed your veins
That monkeys on your back again he’s pulling at your reigns
Nothing matters no one else the hunger fills your mind
It grips you tight it squeezes hard it understands your kind

Reality’s your weakness you gutless piece of shit
It’s easier to run and hide than take control of it
You see the path your walking and with every step you take
You alienate your loved ones and show them only hate

Your family has tried to help you and how do you repay
You steal from them to get your fix and lie to them each day
Their love for you is failing your mothers heart it breaks
They think that they have failed you they don’t have what it takes

You sit alone your demons come that monkey cracks his whip
Your now a mindless zombie the drugs have seen to it
Another hit another fix your mind it starts to swim
But you feel that this ones different you shiver from within

Your breathing now is painful the light it starts to fade
Your life it seeps into the sheets of the bed that you have made
The stench of your existence it permeates the air
Lividity it stains you and rigor sets your stare

The ones that you have left behind now carry all your pain
Your family now it breaks apart as fingers point the blame
All of this has come to pass from one night at a rave
Where you had tried your very first drug forever you will crave

Welcome to Mohawks Rock Spook. 33 years of mohawks is definitely a lot of mohawks. Thats a lot of mohawk experience I'm sure we will all be glad to have.

Just saw some of your writing down in the comments section. You should feel to share it in this group.

http://www.mohawksrock.com/group/createtoliberate

Glad to see somebody my age here. Welcome.

hey where in australia are you?

i dont know where that is lol

what is ur trade?

shit ,,computer just erased all my comment ,automatic update shut it down,,and restart, ill never get the computer figured out just the basics even,, well anyways i told you something and i guess i wasnt suppose to ,,, lol,,toearly and to much beer no sleep yet,,,,cant really remember all i had typed ,,only the cuss words right after when the computer shut down,,,, so anyways im srry your having to go thru my little srewed trip here ,,,hehehehheee

when we have a wall up,, we live life pushing away, knowing no one can hurt us more then ourselves,, we keep ourselves safely at a distance,,we can speak as if we dont care, you are living proof, whats inside is always there, mabye we care to much really,, im honored that you let me read your poems,, it takes a different kind of strength to let people see straight into your soul. thank you

hay probably next day there by now ,well Im sure it is since its 10:30 pm here on the 22. Just wanted to say HHHHHHHHAAAPPPPPPPPPPPPPYYYYYYY BBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB-------DDDDDDDDAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYY hope it went great for you. I have to go now but also forgot to tell u I had not realized u had done that drawing of that girl , I dont know if you have more than one on the lib site but the ont I seen was omg,u have talent pouring out ur viens. The face is so expressive and kinda sad really. I had kept looking at that perticcular girl drawing and never new it was us duhaaa,, i thought it had just said u responded to it.. I told u these computers and me are not withit, I 'm left handed and so i just dont peck at keys because im use to using both hands so much so i get both going and spell lots a ways,,hehehe,, heard about it to....like I said,,hhehe or might have said, hope u had a great birthday ... see ya.............

sent u a leetter but i think the damb thing got erased it siad sorry they only accept 2000 chacters and then was gone .. damb fuckin computers. so srry for ur things u commened on. ill talk later ok, love ya, sandy

nice mohawk at the pitcure, but r u really 40+? thats old for a mohawk...

hey

How u doin'

hi do you have an email address?
add lewisjturner@hotmail.co.uk

=] thanks!
I onyl just found this site, I had no idea a site would be made exclusively focused on moahwks!
Haha, its wicked.

for the record spook, fudge is shit xD

hahah i suppose i am, i might end up using it because its cheaper lo

i cant even afford that lol
im going blue again soon so im going to try fudge blue or jsut go and spend the extra 5 bucks on manic panic

I like da CAR
Sexii

Its awesome to see an older dude with a mohawk. You get many kudos from myself and plently of others im sure.

Where abouts in Oz you from Spook?

Hello spook did ya not very intersting is it ? hehe
Thanks for the tip!
I've just been wearing a hat past couple days been lazy with the hawk will try though :D

oh hi, thanks a lot :D

..awesome car mate! what is that exactly?

..sweet! Sounds like a beast. Didnt know there was the Australian version of the Charger. I love muscle cars, just cant find any where I live :(

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You look like you'd kill me and eat my intestines o_o

thanks for the comment. i know what you mean that she doesn't want to let go and that i need to show her i'm doing something. the thing is i'm trying i really am, i work hard at my art classes, i compete in art shows, i just got second place for a ceramic tea pot i made her. but i just resently convinced her that i won't be a bum if i'm an artist, that it can be more than just a side thing.

yea i guess thanks :)

lol i dunno. i've got a drawing i did on my spare time of some friends that's almost done. i might put that up. actually i might put up a pic today, i just remembered i got a pic of some monkeys i drew up on myspace, i'll put it up here.

Hey what's up?

yea thats pretty sweet. im jus chillin until graduation on may 16th. then im off to australia

yea there perfectly semetrical i love em ^^
xxx

Your car is beautiful..

I'm saving up for a nice charger or something. My boyfriend is currently fixing up a 51 Chev, which is pretty sweet. Original transmission and engine. Even the original cigarette lighter!

Yeah, I just joined the group last night and posted a short story. I haven't really finished it yet, because it was for an English class and I couldn't make the due date, so I had to cut it off early. It still needs some work, but I thought I'd post it anyway.
Your artwork is very beautiful, aswell. I used to draw, mostly fan art for video games, but I losst some of my ability after a drug problem.. I'm trying to get it back, and it's going okayI suppose.
Also your writing about real experiences? Wow. That's harssh, but at least you have a release through writing.
^__^

October 2008. I was mostly in to E, but I waas doing a fair ammount of Ketamine aswell.
But I'd usually do anything that was offered. K and E were my main things, for sure.

Guess who is purchasing a purple monster of a car!!!

Suppose... that might be why mom wants to call my car barney.

It's rather sporty, much sportier in person than in the pics. 2 door (no suicide door sadly) rebuilt 10 years ago, looks a bit like my boyfriends saturn. haha

not as cool as that bug you showed me though!
how are you?

As you should! :-D

Pretty good =). How are you?

If I told you, I'd have to kill you...


Kidding! =) It's doing well, getting me from point A to B. I have determined that it looks like a manta ray from the front/side. Yep. It's fucking sweet!
I've finally adjusted to working overnights entirely and have managed to hit overtime twice in the two and a half weeks I've been at the new job. haha

What's new in your corner of the Earth? Did you guys hear about the UFO kid, too? haha

Hooray for boobs!

Thank you ^.^

Hmm. I'll get some pictures of it soon. I always seem to think about getting pics when it's in the middle of the night, haha. Or when I'm somewhere that would be difficult to take cool pictures...which is pretty much everywhere here, haha.

Breaking news on the poor UFO kid. His mom is admitting it was a hoax. And she is probably wicked embarassed right now and they are facing some criminal charges. Ah, drama.

Working in an ambulance has to have some good stories come in once in a while. I can remember a few through high school... all my friends were volunteer fire fighters and a few were EMTs and every day had something new to talk about haha.

I was supposed to hit up a pretty sweet show this week, but I completely slept through it. How sad is that? haha

The gift wouldn't attatch to my comment and said my comment was too long. Ack!

Yes it is very appropriate!

It's a very cute ghost haha.

Man, you have a B/A in criminology?? I'm studying law & criminology at uni - is there any tips/advice that you can offer me? :D

whats teh fuck sup bro...hows the PA doin man....

you still owe me frogs!!!! =[

you still owe me rings!!!! =[

HEYYYY.

How have you been? I responded in the group, but I figured I'd let you know here, too. New pictures?! Awesome!

I've been busy! Planning wedding on top of working stupid long hours and weeks so I can move back home and not live under a bridge. New England isn't too friendly during the winter ;). Can't wait to get back to school. Being out for a year is killing me!!! But I'm mainly checking into the website on a daily basis, even if I'm not visually active. This is such an amazing and beautiful community.. =D

Your hawk looks sweet man