just need to vent
i am in such a terrible fucking mood and i just wanna vent.
i got myself into the stupidest situation ever. i was seeing this guy who has a girlfriend. she's the biggest bitch EVER and everyone knows that. she treats him like shit because she knows she can. he stays with her because he's dependant on her for a place to live (her daddy pays for her apartment just like he pays for everything else for her) anyway, things started getting kinda serious between us starting in october. we spoke every day, and he always told me how im so perfect and im the only good thing in his life, and he would always say things like "lub jooo" or "elephant shoe" but he never said "love you"..... and he was the one who started saying things like that... as if he wanted to say he loved me but he was afraid to or something.
so long story short, he really got my hopes up, and he made me feel like the most amazing person in the whole world. we had so many plans together and stuff.
then one day...... he just stopped talking to me. completely. absolutely ignoring me. he doesnt have a phone, so its not like i can call him. but he has msn and facebook...... he hasnt blocked me on either of them, but he is refusing to say anything to me. he wont even tell me to fuck off. no matter what i say, he wont answer me, and no matter how long i dont talk to him for, he doesnt say anything. i KNOW he's online and stuff because his facebook is always being updated.
and im just like what the FUCK. what the hell did i do? what changed? and WHY THE FUCK WONT HE TELL ME??!?!
i know i should just say fuck it and move on and whatever. but seriously, i fell for this guy, and i cant get over him. i've been trying since the end of APRIL. i'm a fucking idiot. im so stressed over this. obviously he's not worth my time or emotions, butttt.... im giving them to him anyway. 'cause im dumb. gahhhh.
AND on top of that, i met him throught this chick that i really wanted to be with. and i completely ruined everything with her because of him. so now im completely alone and its my own damn fault.
ugh. im just so frustrated. i want to go see him and punch him in the fucking face. but i caaaant do that. because i dont know what apartment he lives in >__< (because it's his stupid bitch girlfriend's apartment so i've never been there).......
anyway, sorry for the rant.
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Permalink Reply by ZachWilson on
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DAMN that suks on your end..srry for the trouble your havin...
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Permalink Reply by Kobalos on
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He's certainly being a jerk ignoring you for no reason like that and yet still keeping you on his facebook & MSN. If he doesn't want to talk, then he should have the guts to explain his situation to you and then disconnect everything, so you don't feel like there's some connections/way still open.
But then, it's easier for him, and he probably thinks if he doesn't remove you completely, but just ignores you, he wont risk as much of a comeback, that you'll eventually fade away. What he doesn't realise is this drives you frustrated as anything and is much more likely to make you react badly later.
He's dumb, dumb, dumb. But that's immaturity for you and basically, he just doesn't know how to handle the situation.
You have the best answer already, he's not worthy, sadly, I can fully understand how hard it is to get over both him and now his ignorance. Often it's the charmers, with little pet phrases that are the worse offenders for not being able to be open and honest up front in real situations.
It'll take time for your feelings to vent, all I can say is, it's easier to make up your mind and disconnect from him - from facebook & msn. Block & remove, chuck away any contact details and know you were right here, he was the jerk and not worth any more thinking over.
Sorry for how he's done things. :|
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Permalink Reply by Nemean Lion on
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long story short LEAVE THE ASSHOLE ALONE.1 he had a girlfriend before you so you were just an extra piece of ass,2 if a man is that weak not being able to stand on his own two feet do you really want him?, 3 seems to me he was playing you from the start stringing you along,when did things change and did it change after you screwed or did you screw at all? regardless dont put yourself through that heart ache ,im sure you can find sombody worth your time
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Permalink Reply by Jenni D. on
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my friend got strung along this way for over 2 years. the guy wasn't living with a girlfriend, but he was dating several girls, but you know or course he liked her best :rolls eyes: he'd stop talking to her for a while, then out of the blue he'd want to hang out like nothing happened. she really liked him and put up with it until it dawned on her what an asshole he was saying he loved her but wasn't ready to be in a relationship. bull shit if you care about someone you put their feeling above your own, so if your not ready for a relationship you leave them the hell alone so you don't keep ripping their heart out.
i'm a picky bitch when it comes to men. my first love really did a number on me, so i lay down the law and if they don't like it they can move along. it might keep you from seeing someone you like but it's better than a bunch of heartache if you let them know what you expect from the beginning. i treat my man damn good, i expect the same.
hugs to you for getting your heart stomped on by some inconsiderate douche.
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